But ok basically...i just found out that one of my best guy friends that i don't go a day without talking to, swears into the Marine Corps in like the next 14 hrs. He's been talking about joining the Marines, or Airforce. He's been really confused on the whole issue and wether or not its right for him. And I had no clue he was swearing in already. He told me friday he was still on the verge of not joining. He doesn't go to Basic until October, but still. And then he'll be stationed in Japan! Idk i'm just stressed, i feel like i'm losing everyone around me to the War. And its not just him shipping off, another one of my best guy friends is shipping off for Basic for the Army on July 28th. I've known him for almost 4 years, its gonna be so hard not seeing him. Its going to be hard not seeing either of them. I wish this war wasn't happening. Its all a part of life, yes, but i wish it wasn't. I didn't have anyone close to me in the Forces until now, and now that i do, even though they haven't even gone to basic, the reality of 'they are going to war, they may not make it home alive" it kicking in, and i don't like the feeling. All i can do is pray for their safety, i know. Ahh i gotta stop freaking out! Oh well i just had to get this out, its driving me nuts...
night :D
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